When I realized I was a submissive woman.

I’m a little slow in these things as I was 42 years old at my first munch.

There has always been a curiosity for the taboo. I have never been “the norm”. So in finding kink I realized there was a “name” for the kind of person I am.

There are lots of others like me.

It made me incredibly happy.

Then to find my submissive woman.

Oh my fucking God.

You better believe it was the most empowering moment in my life.

Let me serve you. Let me please you. Let me be there for you. In any way seen fit.

Let me submit.

Realizing I was a submissive woman answered so many of these questions and thoughts in my head. Everything was starting to fit in place. The puzzle of my life.

Pair learning this amazing thing about yourself with meeting this amazing Dominant man.

Blows your mind right?

It’s all about finding the right man where serving Him comes as naturally as loving Him. He’s the perfect blend of Sadistic Dominant to my masochist submissive. We dance well together.

Once I told Papa these naughty things I wanted Him to do to me. Then I asked Him what kind of woman wants such things? He responded, “What kind of man am I to do them?”

My response,

”One who understands.”

It is all about finding someone who understands. Maybe not your exact kink but they understand these dark places on the horizon that I may want to visit and they are the ones who want to help me reach that place safe and sound.

My Dominant makes me feel protected and safe. He makes me feel loved. Be it through actions or through spoken words I know He loves me. I know He’s there for me.

My submissive craves His dominance. In finding that submissive woman in me I feel whole.

i love being a submissive woman.

i love being His submissive woman.